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Breaking the broken
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN04:27 AM 11/13/04| My head hurts and each day it just gets worse I have bruises on my neck bloody scars on my wrists and you still don’t see me. I’m about to go insane no matter what I do I’m still invisible to your eyes see me bleed for you I grab you arms don’t go, you just push away from my grip. don’t go I will be better whatever you want just don’t shut me out again was it something I said or something you did please just tell me and I will fix it. I cant fix it if you don’t tell me. They all ask how I feel do they really want to know what goes on in my fucked head? Do they have time to take notice I’m suffering this depression just gets worse and these drugs numb it so good I never want to be sober again. Is these grief or just plain pain. They all ask do I miss him god yes I do I need him to feel alive see without him I’m nothing but a drunken freak on the streets. I run out and pray heal me please and the tears roll down my pale cold face. From that day on I knew there wasn’t a god he is just some fucked up illusion. For little kids to be good. So there mommy’s and daddy’s can smoke crack in there room and laugh dumb kids they will never know. Everyone is blind to this world till you find out how hard reality hurts and you just fall down to earth. I cant even try to pretend to be happy anymore. I don’t have the strength to go on you all beat me stabbed me raped me and lied to me so you cant hurt me only I can hurt me. How much can you hurt a broken soul? I over heard a women talking about how beautiful life is oh yeah right wait until her daughter gets raped or her son hangs himself in the basements. Is life so beautiful now? No it isn’t.. life isn’t a movie we feel pain and death in the real world. Daddy’s little girl grows up to be a homeless hooker and give blowjobs for 10 bucks each. Mommy’s little guy grows up gets addicted to heroin and beats his wife to death while the kids watch. This pain we can not bare bit your lip wipe those tears away tomorrow brings another day. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Makeshift-Suicide (11-13-2004 - 05:16 AM)
| damn...thats about as true as it gets... |
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