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Circles in my mind
written by Trapezium08:29 PM 11/14/04| I'm scared my fear wont subside, and the what if wont stop creeping up inside. Is he on the phone to her? His status has been like that for a while, and If I do ask him. Will he be in denial? I don't know why I don't pick up the phone, to see if I really am alone. She's been gone for some time, I hope she's still mine. I can't believe I'm getting jealous of something that has no base of facts. I'm just running around in circles, wearing out my tracks. Will she leave me to go back with him, I can't blame her if she does. I just know her beauty is of an Angel from above. He's asking questions about things we've done but it's in a happy way. Is she talking to him on this already crappy day? She's vanished, gone, just disappeared, what if the truth is what I've feared. We haven't been together that long, And already I may be singing the sad song. His poems litter her page, so she must be thinking of him, right? Sure it's gotta be hard not to think about someone you once loved, without crying in the night. There's ways of knowing but I don't want my fears confirmed, because then my stomach'll churn. More fears will creep inside my head, truth not playing a part, I could just be making it all up, I may not have a broken heart. I know it sounds pathetic, but I don't want to let her go. I think I am in love with her, and I just want that to grow. I trust her with my life, but I wouldn't trust her with a knife. Holding it millimetres from death itself, The knife is where the devil dwelt. I can trust her with my happiness, she always makes me crack a smile. Little things all add up, I guess this is all worthwhile. I'm just jumping to conclusions, I don't know it all. So why can't I just turn time back, and not be such a fool? |
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meh, pathetic, I know. Just scared of losing you Alicia.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by (anonymous) (11-14-2004 - 08:42 PM)
by (anonymous) (11-14-2004 - 08:43 PM)
| surely thats guilt trip for her to stay with you?? oh well i dont no the facts
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by melons (11-14-2004 - 10:13 PM)
| hehehe greenie :P i love yah sandy baby |
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