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you hurt me and i hid me
written by Schizophrenic_broken05:56 PM 11/15/04to many days pass
where you make
me feel like someone
else that is acctually me
yet everytime that you
hurt me i hide away
some more to hide
the tears that i now
call life for most to go
home after school is
just going home to
parents bothers sister
maybe the occasional
friend going home to
homework to live your
life maybe your family
will take you somewhere
nice but not for me
for me i go home to
use my other illusion
so who ever i told
that there was two
of me i guess i lied
i forgot to mention
that there is three
or maybe more differnt
people i pretend to be
Firstly there is the real
me the voice inside my
head the sad lost girl
who only venturs out
when it is dark when
shes alone secondly
theres the real fake
me the girl who acts
so happy so goddamn
hyper dispite it all she
gets me in trouble
cuz people begin to
believe im so bloody
insensitive but that is
just my act for school
to trick my friends and
enemys then when i
get home i have to
change it all again
for another show
this time for the adults
my parents dont know
dont understand so i
havent yet told them
that my best friend
hates me didnt tell
them how she made
me cry so many times
never said i had new
friends although they
can probably guess
when my old friends
never come round
to my house anymore
and how only my two
new friends come
my parents still dont
know about the poems
that i wrote to my best
friends that made them
hate me so much so
now i walk alone
to listen to my music
yet im never alone
got to face the music
because theyre all
there in my head
singing sweet as i
walk alone yet my
shadow is the only
thing i see beside me
people believe i walk
alone but no i dont
im too involved too
caught in the moment
dunno if its love or
insanity thats making
me hurt making me hide |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by scared_alone (11-15-2004 - 08:01 PM)
| thats truly and utterly deep! |
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