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my doctor is my hell
written by Schizophrenic_broken08:31 PM 11/16/04everytime i see you wanker
you give me more dumb drugs
but no your not my dealer
your just my fucking docter
every month i see you bitch
every time you make me cry
you tell me i might need help
and my parents get pissed off
they say "I'm really worried"
but theyre so damned not
they just bloody shout at me
like the fact ive got problems
means total embarassment
do you think im proud to be told
that they think im schizophrenic
because im not dont you see
what the bitch is telling me
it scares me bloody deep
i dont really understand all
these things you say i am
i dont know the definition
of the term schizophrenic
and it scares me that your
giving me drugs for thing i
dont understand and i dont
want to believe it all because
it god damn hurts me and you
know what else because you
say "Oh she must be depressed"
you think that thats okay to hurt me
cuz it aint your breaking me im
giving up im giving it to it all
to tell the truth maybe your
right maybe i am a schiz
because im so damn scared
of myself the other me the
stupid act i put on i scared
of the real me think its funny
bet you do you stupid cow |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Dr Huma (BITCH) told me she thought i'm schizophrenic (BITCH), i really hope i'm not. Ya no, and my mates say the think i'm not. And someone who i wish was my mate sed suming along the lines of your not schizophrenic your just 2 faced. Damn that hurt
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