Killings in my sleep,
They haunt all my dreams,
Shoving me into darkness...
Then they wake me up...
Waking up though...
Is so much worse,
As reality sets in,
Its a big stupid curse.
MAybe i'd rather be dieing,
Just like in my dreams,
For my life...
Is not what it seems.
Life is more of an illusion,
Pretending to be someone else,
BUt the only person your fooling,
Is only yourself.
Go ahead,
Try to change my mind,
But then stab me in the heart,
Would you be so kind???
Lets ignore realitly,
Till its waaayy to late,
TIll everything in my word,
IS largely at stake.
So I'll go sleep,
And I'll dream Im dead,
But Ill be smiling,
YES! u heard what I said...
Ill be happy...
If only...
I was dead.... |