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look back
written by Schizophrenic_broken02:07 PM 11/20/04tomorrow is Yule
the start of winter
yet on the last day
of this season
the snow does fall
i think back to
the last snow
almost a year ago
thinking of what
has changed
what
i have gained
i've done exams
made and lost
my bestest friends
lost a lot more
as well
done some stupid
things
and i'm sorry
to those who
are affected by
all the shit i do
i've done some
funny shit to
like shouting out
MOUSE
in chemistry
somethings that
i'm not proud of
like the E and D
in my tests
i've fallen in
love despite
the evilness
and darkness
of this thing
called love
it's just a
shame really
that no ones
there to love me
people have
yelled at me
made me cry
acussed me
of being insane
called me
schizophrenic
and ruined
my world
but people
have made
me smile
made me laugh
made me
pull thru
everytime i
go to end it all
so as i look back
i want to say
thank you
to everyone
and even if i cant
take it all
cant be myself
when i'm at
school
i want you
to understand
that i care
and even if
you hate me
i guess you do
i still want to
say thanks
to my bestest
friend ever |
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