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Being FAT...its an ugly word...
written by devils angel 1303:26 PM 11/20/04Everyone says Im skinny,
Too skinny they say.
I look in the mirror,
I see rolls of ugly fat.
The fat controlls my life,
Making me ugly.
Where am I skinny???
I wipe a tear from my eye.
Fat on my hips,
On my arms,
Two, three chins,
Huge, ugly rolls...
I am hungry.
I havent eaten for two days.
Still fat surronds me.
My belly growls for food.
I walk downstairs,
Eat a piece of celery.
Are there calories???
I cringe while I eat.
Need more food.
Cake! I grab two pieces.
Shove them down my throat.
Then I eat some more.
Cookies, candie, crackers,
Cheese, ice cream,
And Anything...
Anything I can find!
I run to the bathroom.
Stick my hand down my throat.
Throw it all up.
Wipe the sweat from my face...
Then I eat a piece of bread,
To help the groveling...
But all I see are the calories...
The fats...
I throw the bread up too.
No calories, no fat.
I feel weak, I feel bad.
But mostly I feel sad.
Still I throw up more.
Whatver else is in there.
I run upstairs...
And hop into bed.
Sleep forever,
Four days later I eat.
I eat everything...
Then I throw it up...
Someday marbe Ill loose it...
Loose all the ugly fat.
Feel like Im pretty.
Be able to live... |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
*dedicated* and i dont care if the person is mad at me for writing this...but you arent going to kill yourselve because u are thinking you are fat...i used to be obsessed with my weight too...and we used to be obessed together but i realize that I AM THIN! REALLY THIN..and you...are a twig...
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| » Comments / Feedback | by fuzzypunkshoes (11-20-2004 - 04:02 PM)
| This got to me because I'm fat and i am tryin to lose my rolls. |
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