Everything is a blur
my life, my family, my friends
they all have hurt me
in one way or another
with each and every lie,
I'm dying, slowly.
Im dying, maybe this
lovely suicide will help me
many different ways laid out
on the table.........
razor, rope, pills,
all seem sweet
and all I want is to get away
to end it all,
suicide has been tempting me
for so long, maybe this is it?
should I walk with her?
or keep going through the pain
telling myself, it'll get better,
even though it hasn't yet
darkness falls, it's telling me to let go
it's so cold tonight
it's consuming me,
I'm not fighting.......
I'm unsure of my fate,
living today,
tomorrw's open to any new options
of my undecided, lovely suicide |
