I wanna cry but I cant.
I wanna scream but I cant.
To tell people I hate them is somthing I cant do.
I want to lock myself away,
Its like a disease that rots my brain.
Put me on shutdown cause I want the world to die.
There has to be an end to all the pain im feeling inside.
Im up against the wall again.
I guess ill fall asleep here again.
everyone judging me,
Telling me how I should be,
To hell with what they think,
Ill be myself again no matter what it takes.
Why should I have to surrender,
I dont have the strength,
So leave me alone in my thoughts,
For sanitys sake.
Words arnt enough this time,
I must clear a place in the back of my mind.
Hope I make it through,
Im standing strong,
Holding on to what is true,
and what is true is you.
Why do things have to be so fuc*ing hard?
I wanna scream but it wont come out,
I want to trust my "friends" but there is always a doubt.
I set the pace,
and they run behind,
I do somthing daring,
Then they want to try.
Some day you'll see,
Who I really am,
And see, why you shouldnt reject me. |
