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One of Heart One of Mind
written by IceBound11:50 PM 11/22/04well today is here
seen you once or twice already
still watching, trying to avoid
if i am to speak, time musn't be my enemy
yes it has taken those i've loved
taken days long past
but i need what runs so little inn our lives
for the hour on which i say to you
everything, from which you desired since sunday
it will come, pit that beggers can't be choosers
i wish i had a lifeetime to share
to tell, to listen,to love
the only one dearest to my heart
but that fate now lies in your hands
i nkow i want to continue
though i will understand if you don't
i will have only brought it upon myself
the lies and deception shown forth
again, t'was not my intension
though it happend any way
i truely am sorry, for what it's worth
the sun doesn't shine forth
the wind blowing me farther from you
i need you close in this time of torment
need you here for the nad never given
if only the sun could take me...
if only the wind was on my side...
but i fear much has been lost
though it has yet to occur
i have forseen this outcome
some how, some way, i knew
it was my own face behind the mask
once again my mind decieved me,
i've forced my hand,
brought down by bonds that bind us
my eyes were shut!
how could i be so incompetant?
all along, the lies spreading like wild-fire
beyond my grasp of control
it has engulfed you
though is not clear at the moment
putting out this flame is harder than i imagined
i've underestimated the power of my lie
i've created the monster
from which i can't sustain
what do i do?
what CAN i do?
this is the turning point
we've crossed that line
a hopeful forgiveness is all i ask
it it should be given
let it be known that this mirror has shattered
the look in your eyes
something more to see
not just beauty, but my own lies
staring right back at me
this sacrifice of hiding in a lie
i feel the swelling in my eyes
where will i run? where will i hid?
i feel the blood drip from my eyes
symbolic ring around my finger
black with deception
but the other still changing, always changing
one of heart and one of mind
i hate that my emotional poison has passed on
and to you, of all people
i want to believe this isn't over
but that choice is up to you |
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another poem for the seize series
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