Daddy's drunk agine,
Sarah and I run and hid,
Scared he might touch us like all the times before,
Mother sits and does nothing,
Can she not see us crying pleading her name,
Somehow she is never there,
School is a place I dread,
They dont even know me,
Why do they point and laugh,
walking down the hall,
They come and push me around,
I just cant fight back I dont want to,
Screaming slut as I walk into the room,
Go home and its world war three,
When can i find a place to be free,
I put on my smile,
And go on with my day,
Even though tears stain my face,
Induring so much pain,
There where times I would pray to god to save me,
He was never there just like everyone eles,
My trust in him faded through the years,
I remeber daddy comming in my room late at night,
He would punch me in the face,
Force himself inside of me,
My only brother would sit back and watch laughter filled the night,
Mommy never did anything,
Until one day she just up and left,
Why couldnt she take me and sarah with her,
A loser always have and always will be,
Slaming words on my name,
Letters slipt inside my locker telling me to just kill myself,
Where is my place to escape,
A forgotten childhood,
Was spent living in shame,
A forgotten childhood,
Was spent insane,
Forgotten childhood. |
