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broken wings
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN05:55 PM 11/27/04I noticed as I woke up today wow I’m happy and then I think how long will this last? I notice something different again I haven’t cried either well not yet how long until I crack in half. I sit up here on your hill of painful lies and watch the world just past me by. I look down and my socks don’t match and really I just don’t give a fuck!! You laugh when I don’t understand your grammar and really I don’t take it to heart I’m fine like this but I ask again how long will this last? How long will it be until I feel the hate build up and break? How long will it take you to understand and grasp the feelings I have. I cut, I lie, I smoke, I’m messy, I drink, I do drugs and really I have taken so much of my life hating myself I didn’t noticed I can smile and laugh and be happy when you are around. All my life I grew up telling myself I’m ugly because of what they say and I look in the mirror and I like what I see for the first time in my nonexistence life I am beautiful more then the eye can see. My wings are held up with tape to stop the bleeding and for once I tried to fly even without you by my side. I look down at my feet when I’m around new people, I bite my nails, I hide my body from the light but today I’m happy and no matter what you say you cant pull me down… |
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