you know me stitch by stitch,
you know when I’m happy,
you know when I’m sad,
you know when I want to die,
u know when I want to cry,
I just want to go to hell and fry!
I lay here on my bed
all I can think is about someone,
someone I wish I could hold,
someone I wish I could kiss right now,
I wish that the feelings of wanting to die
will just fade
lay me down to sleep
my soul now yours to keep,
I wish with all my heart,
I wish will all my might,
that you’ll be in my sight
again,
When I was young
yes death was my friend,
always playing games
like who can lose the most blood,
who can burn them self the longest,
When I got older and wiser,
I still snapped
was like a geyser,
all I could do was bundle up steam
now then blow up
when no one was looking,
in nature with only the earth as my witness,
no one else know what I felt,
then I write it out it
made people melt down
cry as if they knew me
as if they felt what I felt,
all I can say is…
Now my stitches are gone one by one,
do you still know me?
No…
I’m not the person you can laugh with,
I’m nothing that you thought or remembered,
I held u when u cried
u wrote a “poem” about me
u say you get the chills when I walk into the room,
I’m sorry you can feel my cold
sub-zero heart from a far,
I’m sorry for all that I’ve done to you and others,
I’m sorry I cared and you didn’t know,
I’m sorry I loved and you couldn’t see it. |
