I can't seem to write right now,
Certain words play in my head,
"I never loved you, you're not
good enough for me" she said.
I never thought my mother,
Would say the words I always knew,
And now I hear those words,
I just don't know what to do.
Even my own mum doesn't love me,
I bet no one else does aswell,
If such a demonic pit existed,
I might as well go to hell.
I want to break free,
From the pain that eats me whole,
From the fear that sends me shaking,
And the tears that cloud around my very soul.
I want to lift the darkness,
And see the light again,
I want to be with my sweet angel,
I just don't know when.
I want to look into the sky's eyes,
And I want to cry happy tears,
I need to live to live to live,
I've already faced my fears.
I need to laugh to laugh to laugh,
And I need to see a smiling,
Maybe if I could be forever,
I'd wish I wasn't dying.
I just can't believe mum said those things,
The worse thing is they were right,
I'm not good enough for anything,
I know I'll cry tonight. |
