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burn
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN06:02 AM 12/3/04| Cold sharp endless pain I feel the rush coming on. They all say you have changed who are you I’m fucking Leeann bitchs. A creature of night oh what’s this? is this tears or just my mind playing tricks? Do this make up your grades don’t do that it goes on your record and then you cant go to a good collage and I’m sitting her locked inside myself screaming who cares go away nothing else matters but today and today being what today is god cant you see that? Today it is a full year, a full year since you slipped away why? Come back I need you please, please just come back. This emotional pain hurts so bad I’m sorry Patrick but I have to cut. Cutting is the only thing that makes you disappear. I’m running out of places to hide and things to do so I can cover up the pain of missing you. Im empty and heartless im no longer pure no longer golden I feel like shit and why I wonder cause of you I hate you I hope you know that. Why, why Patrick why I loved you so much so. so much. You are the only person I cared about and you fucking died. What went through your mind as you picked up that razor pat huh what was so hard on you did you ever stop to think what this would have done to me. Do you care? After the first 10 cuts everything went cloudy huh and you wished you could have stopped the bleeding. But you couldn’t have Patrick this is the price we pay. The price we pay for living. I need you here with me so, so bad. You wrapped away all of my tears and helped me stand up to my fears and told me I was safe as long as you were around and your not anymore. Please I don’t want to get older without you I never wanted to feel this type of pain before please just let it burn… |
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