The ambulance arrived and I needed to sit down, and regain myself. The screams echoed in my ears, even though it was silent. I could have saved her. Maybe she isn’t dead… but I knew in my heart she was dead, and I couldn’t save her now…
I covered my ears; Peter looked at me and wondered what I was doing. I started rocking back and forth, making the questions go away. I couldn’t take it anymore, the ambulances had left, and I was still crying. I started to sing, I sang a Blink182 song as tears ran down my cheeks. “I miss you, miss you…” I cried and sang some more, “I miss you, miss you…” Tears fell onto my pants, and my shirt, I lay down on the ground and continued to cry my eyes out. “Miss you, Tsuki, miss you. It’s all my fault, all my fault, all my fault.” I sang to the song’s tune. I screamed suddenly, and screamed again. Peter stared in disbelief, at the way I was behaving. |
