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Her Longing
written by chaoticthoughts03:52 AM 12/4/04| Deep down in the darkness of her heart is a soft spot. Far beyond what she says the truth is she's yearning for love. Through her cold lifeless eyes is faith and hope for love. Hidden behind every angered pharse is the concealed yell for her special someone. Past her hard core and secreted feelings is vulnerability and longing. Forgotten happiness has brought her destruction. Betrayal from others has brought her no trust with those who try to comfort her. Everything she believes is a trick to capture her while in the stage of depression. She expresses love through torture and hate. She loves to fight, it builds her up as a person and strengthens her evil demons inside. The pressure to be what she always was gets to her. The envy of others who are blind to the reality she has come to terms with way to early in her so young life. The commitment everyone wants from her is impossible. The misconception of others about what perfect is pisses her off more than anything in this world. Underneath it all, she only wants to be loved for what she is, who she is, and how she is. No changing, because although she may be insane, she knows who she is |
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kinda stupid, but its me. take it or leave.
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