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Living in a dream
written by Trapezium07:45 PM 12/5/04They say time flies by, when you're having fun
I must be the happiest guy alive, because my life's gone by so quick
How dumb could I get? I've so much to live for
I'm 13 already, and this time last month I was a suicidal prick.
Sure - shit's gone on in my life, but I can face more
All of the time of this life just... disappears
It seems like last week I was playing with Sam.
And when time flies by - it makes a whooshing sound in my ears
It's almost two years since Sam and Joey died
And in some ways I wish it was only yesterday
So then I could have so much more time with my best freinds
"Best freind's until it ends - we'll never go away"
I remember every little phrase we shared together
I'll find someone new that I can have happy times with, too
I can make new best freinds and new best days of my life,
They may be unreplaceable but I could still have happy times with you.
You turned my life around when you smiled and said yes
For once in my short life I wasn't a gibbering wreck
I stood up and fought to be happy - with you by my side
And not once did I back down and hit depression's deck
I'm a survivor just as long as you're alive
And if you die before me, I'll stay alive - to show you I'm a fighter
Few understand me and few understand you
Great memories already, you still need to get some fuel for my lighter
It's like we were made to be together
What a cliche it's been said way too many times
But this time has feeling and my feelings are real
Maybe I'll find someone else there's one way to find out but baby please stay mine
I know this poem is completely shit,
But I've wrote it anyway just to show you what you mean,
With you I'm never walking alone again,
I'm never dying alone and I'm living in a dream. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is really crap. It's for Fee. When she "came along" so to speak - I've got much happier, I've cut less and I've now realised that my suicidal "tendencies/behaviour" stopped around the time we got together. By no means has she given me everything, but she is everything.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by silent_tears (12-5-2004 - 08:08 PM)
| hmmm..im confused.i keep reading ur poems n find different ones dedicated to dif girls 'in ur life'.... 8S *looks confused n walks off* |
by FeeFee (12-5-2004 - 08:58 PM)
| I don't know what to say, but three words come to mind, i love you. |
by Trapezium (12-5-2004 - 09:02 PM)
| silent_tears - before, my life was forever changing, my life was blended in with confusion. I didn't know who or what I wanted. I do now. Life's changed, and I'm happy now. |
by melons (12-5-2004 - 09:04 PM)
| lol he is a whore :P gr8 poem |
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