why do i keep pretending,
to be someone im not,
why do i remember,
but then say i forgot,
why do i play games,
with other peoples heads,
why when im upset,
do i wish i was dead,
do i just want attention,
or is it deeper than that,
am i just another one of them,
or am i better than that,
why do i always doubt myself,
why do i always cry,
why do i always have so much pain,
why do i want to die,
is anybody out there,
to help me be me,
maybe im just pretending,
to be something i want to be. |
