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Numb
written by Fallen Beauty03:05 AM 12/8/04I can't feel anymore
I've gone through too much
Or maybe I'm wrong
And it's not enough...
I guess I'll never know.
Cause I sit here, forsaken
And if you think I'm "okay"
Boy, are you mistaken.
I'll never be the same as I used to be
I've lived, I've changed
And I know how I want my life:
Ended - after being rearranged.
I've got it all planned:
I'll make evryone mad
My "friends", family, everyone I know.
Then I'll use this knofe in my hand.
See that artery, there?
The one that sticks out from my writs?
I heard that I can die
If its "accidentally" slit...
So the carpet might get dirty,
So you might regret everything you said
But it'll all be over
As soon as I'm dead.
I need an escape
From this torture, this pain.
I can't even cry!
My life is in vain.
All my hard work,
All you so called love,
All this needing to die-
It's what I've had enough of.
I don't care if you don't wanna hear it
I gotta get out!
Im so feelingless...
In my mind there's no doubt -
No doubt that the end will come too soon
Sooner than anyone had planned.
I gotta feel something...
How 'bout the knife in my hand...? |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Again, depressed, as usual. Man my life really seems to suck these days. Comment plz.
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