I Sit there,
Lonely and forgotten,
Ready to die,
I forget about who loves me,
so dearly and full of life,
I wonder why everyone hates me,
why my mom thinks I'm psycho,
why I'm invisible,
then I think that maybe I'm not wanted,
I want to die,
to end the hurt,
to no longer be invisible,
maybe mom will really care,
along with the rest of the world,
or maybe they will just forget,
the lonely body buried 6 ft under,
forget why I did this,
forget why I was born,
I don't care anymore,
mommy when you find this poem,
I'm sorry I had to do this,
I'm sorry you dont really care,
but when you read this,
please don't cry,
because I really love you mommy,
and my sisters,
and my brothers,
I love everyone,
but you dont love me,
remember that I did this,
so you would notice me,
remember me,
when you decide to treat another,
as you treated me,
good-bye mommy,
tell the world I love them,
tell the little ones I'll watch,
from the stars above,
tell the older ones that I'll see them soon,
tell the girls and boys my age,
not to do what I have done,
because its not the answer,
tell them this from me:
Don't lose hope,
as much as i did,
too many people care,
its not the answer,
think about what your doing,
don't do it
You holding the gun,
or hanging from a rope,
think about what your doing,
its not what you think,
think about what your letting go,
people love you,
good-bye mommy,
good-bye world,
hugs and kisses,
Me! |
