I've got this banging in my head,
Telling me i should be dead,
That i've cheated death,
That soon i'll run out of breath,
Soon i'll have to give myself in,
And forget about my sin.
But if i've cheated dying,
When i tried to die,
Why did i lie,
And live another day,
But this voice won't go away,
It stays inside of me.
I've got this banging in my head,
Telling me i should be dead,
That i've cheated death,
That soon i'll run out of breath,
Soon i'll have to give myself in,
And forget about my sin.
I want to bathe in blood,
I want to let it flood,
And cover my body,
Let it engulf me,
I want it to surge from my wrists,
Let me clench my fists,
So it happened slowly and painfully,
So it wont happen dramatically,
I don't want a happy ending,
Or people crowding around,
I want to die and leave without a sound.
I've got this banging in my head,
Telling me i should be dead,
That i've cheated death,
That soon i'll run out of breath,
Soon i'll have to give myself in,
And forget about my sin.
You wouldn't cry if i die today,
So why the hell is it something you say?
If i killed myself you would be,
Someone that is really happy,
I know i'm right,
You just can't stand the sight,
Of me in your car,
Of me anywhere if it's near or far,
If there was no law i would be dead already,
If there was no law you would kill me slow and steady.
I've got this banging in my head,
Telling me i should be dead,
That i've cheated death,
That soon i'll run out of breath,
Soon i'll have to give myself in,
And forget about my sin.
Well here it goes now or never,
I will do it alone,
Away from the house or phone,
They know i want to die,
I bring my knife to the sky,
And just in time i realise i have my freinds,
The lovely people that Gaia sends,
To protect me from this cruel place,
To protect me from slashing my face.
I've got this banging in my head,
Telling me i should be dead,
That i've cheated death,
That soon i'll run out of breath,
Soon i'll have to give myself in,
And forget about my sin.
Freinds really do care,
And freinds really do share,
Their experiences and emotions,
I only just realised this when the blade was in motion,
And i stopped in my track,
And let my arm slack,
I won this battle because of my mates,
They help you no matter what fates,
All freinds really do love you,
And all freinds will help you through,
Your bad times when your feeling down,
And your sad times when you feel like a clown. |
