I'm breathing heavily,
I've just had yet another fit,
The brick i hit is in bits,
The tree is slightly mangled,
And i'm breathing heavily,
Trying to calm down,
Slowly but steadily,
I am such a mess,
Such a violent wreck,
Why don't they care?
Why can't they see what i'm going through?
The pain that i feel is so true,
I'm mentally unstable but they ignore it,
They ignore every bit,
They think i'm having a 3 year old tantrum,
They just dont see,
How much this means to me,
I need to go to a mental hospital,
I know for a fact that i do,
But everyone else says i don't need it,
So no-one will take me there,
Where i need to be,
It's disturbing me,
It seems that no-one wants to care,
no-ones here for me except my freinds,
And they don't know what i'm going through,
It's tearing me a apart,
It's tearing away my heart slowly,
And i'm breathing heavily,
I wont lie i know i need help,
But no-one else seems to realise,
I have told them how i feel,
Yet they still ignore it,
I try to hide my feelings but,
If i feel like this then,
I let it all out on the closest thing around,
I let it all out without making a sound,
I feel so bad and i want the help,
No-one cares about me,
I know i'm not going to die cheerfuly,
But i wont go yet no not now,
If i can get the help i need so much,
Then i will be able to stay in touch,
And live another day,
If i don't then that's the first promise i've ever broken,
And now i'm breathing heavily,
But there's something holding me back yet again,
I don't know what it is when i feel so much pain,
It's something that makes me refrain,
From doing any injury or taking any strain,
Maybe deep down i know that,
People do care and i can get help,
But it seems like i'm going alone,
HERE MY CRIES,
Because i'm breathing heavily. |
