I'm gripping me chair,
I know i wont dare,
And i hope i can share,
And help other freinds,
But i feel like letting go.
Dying is the easy option,
But if i take the easy option i will be a coward,
And if i'm a coward then i'm my father,
But if i die then i can't be him,
I can't be anyone,
But i feel like letting go.
Even if i don't want to,
Eventually i'll kill myself with these fits,
But you are helping me,
Helping me see the life i can lead,
Just think happy and,
Forget about the bad times,
But i feel like letting go.
I am thankful you are making me realise,
I am not worthless,
I have saved 27 people,
But i can't save myself,
i have helped so many,
But it needs to be someone else,
To stop me from commiting this crime,
But i feel like letting go. |