I swear, I don't wanna lose you
you've always been there for me
and I thank you.....
I know you're mad cause I resort
to cutting, instead of running
to you....I know I've hurt you
and I'm sorry,
you're my best friend,
and I can't lose you
please don't turn away from me
stand by me, and help me
I can't do this alone,
I need your strength, and your love
I swear, my tears are true,
I want to stop,
but I need you, I need you to understand
that I'm trying now, to end this
to end my pain......
and end the cutting,
I'm sorry TJ, you've always been there,
and now, my cutting is pulling me
farther away from you,
I'm sorry TJ
I swear, I'll stop,
the razor has hit the floor
I've let go, I'm ready
to get over this,
ready to admit, I have a problem,
and I want to stop,
I need your helping hand back
I swear my days of cutting are over
you've turned away from me,
like a slap in the face,
one I needed to see,
how much I'm hurting everyone around me,
including myself,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry TJ,
Thank you for helping me |