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The Pain
written by Debi07:15 PM 12/18/04I watch as things change
and it scares me
my whole world is different
including you.
I need you to stay the same
or my life will have no meaning.
You are my everything
my reason for life
yet also my reason I want to die.
You cause me so much pain
But aslo make me happy
how is this possible?
You've told me you love me
but should I believe?
You've lied so many times before
and it always feels the same
So painfull
it makes me feel so miserable
so much, I wish for death.
But it never comes
I wish for once
I could cause you as much pain
The pain I feel so often
I just don't know anymore
All that I know,
is how much you mean to me.
But I can't deal
I cut and byrn
to ease the emotions
but someday, I might not stop
I might cut too deep
achieve my eternal sleep
the one I crave so badly.
Will that be enough
for you to be sorry
to realize what you did?
Or will you keep lying?
only to yourself this time. |
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