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I don’t want it like This
written by mattwhatever05:27 PM 12/20/04I hate this, more than anything
I just don’t understand
I hate when we’re out of sync
I don’t now what I feel
Sometimes it feels so right. Then its shite
It’s my heart that reels
I don’t know what we are
Why you make me think
We’ve come so far
Sometimes we seem as one
There’s something there
What a complex web we’ve spun
You make me happy, but you make me so sad
I just lay and cry I don’t know why
You get me so mad
I tried to hate you
Tried to forget about it
Thought I could go start somewhere new
But it’s still there
The connection I don’t understand
But you just look at me with your icy stare
You just don’t care
It gets to me so deep
The pain, the hate, the love the regret
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
The ultimate confusion
A massive circle of mess
My eternal illusion
I should have gone
I should have left
Since I’ve come back things have gone from right to wrong
I can’t take it
Why does it have to be this way?
Why does it have to go so shit?
I know there’s something special between us
Something that can’t be touched
But then there’s all this messed up stuff
It needs more than time to heel
I do love you
But I don’t understand, I doubt I ever will |
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Confusion maybe i shouldn't have come back
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