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One together
written by .purity.08:21 PM 12/21/04One together
In my mind you create
A blister of hate
It swells up insdie me
I cant shake this feeling
Theres somebody watching
I stop to look and stare
Cant see you any where
I’m watching you right now
Only I don’t think that you know
I feel your pain
Your daily strain
To stay alive
Its tomorro again
You almost saw me!
I’ll act normal maybe you’ll ignore me
I dont want to help
I know what you’ve felt
I feel paranoid
Secretly anoyed
I check every window
Everywhere I go
Youre not there
I still feel your stare
Cant get away from you
But I want to know you too
You might try and find me
But I cant let you
You plague my mind
I just want to protect you
From all that’s unclean
Evil and obscene
Youre my little obsession
My mind infestation
I understand now
Your fixed gaze
I will get into your head
And through your maze
I saw you then
I just know it
If youre feeling something then just show it
I’m not angry
You know I need helping
So don’t sit on the sideline
While I find a place to hide
You have a blister too
It plagues me and you
In all that you do
The way you talk, you walk
yet your friends And are so few
I love to just watch
Every time you go past
I quiver inside
You’ve taken over my life
And theres so much pain
So much work and no gain
I wish you knew who I was
But now youre getting too close
Ive caught your gazing
You seem so amazing
I’m facinated in it
I think I’ll pay you a visit
Just to see who you are
Hope I’m not going too far
Oh you know too much
You seem so touched
I know what I’ll have to do
Itll end your suffering too
I cant belive I will
The person I love I must kill
I have to
I need to
But I cant
I wont
I’ll never hurt you
I need to sort out my mind
Its me you want to find
I can’t take a life in vain
No chance
Last chance
Stay calm
Shoot strieght
If I do this right you wont feel the pain.
Lock and load
It’s the end of the road
The bullet flies
Between your eyes
I run outside
Your face is so pale
I hold you close
You never knew the name
Of who loved you the most |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I've been clearing the attic to make room for xmas prezzies (so exited) and i found some stuff i wrote back in junior school when i was 10 and i found it a bit of a head trip but i like it.
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