What I want to say you'll never know,
My feelings some reason will not show.
Why can’t I tell you how I feel?
My deepest thoughts I must conceal.
Every time that I do not speak,
My heart just keeps on getting weak.
I want to tell you what I think,
But when I try, I always sink.
Will you ever know that I really care?
My mind can’t stand all these thoughts I bear.
Each day a new road opens for me,
I've gotten so blind, I can never see,
What’s standing there, so close at hand.
So I sit and burn with my own brand.
Scars and cuts show how I see,
What I want this world to be.
I hate myself, and I don’t know why,
This has to end. I have to die. |
