my life is full of pain,
I hate my house, I hate
the freedom I don't have.
I hate how bad I fucked up,
I hate how many times,
every single one of my boyfriends,
has made me feel stuipd.
I hate that you're happy,
when I'm depressed, and
feeling the need to cut.
I hate everything I used to stand for,
cause everyone in my life,
has knocked it down,
and brought me to my knees,
they love seeing me in pain.
I hate you, I hate myself,
and I hate my life |