Cast away from all I know,
My hopes are crushed, theres nothing so.
Leave My peace, myself alone,
To diminish all hopes on my own.
Sitting on my chair placed front the window lattice.
Lost in thoughts of sorrow eagerly I wait Tomorrow.
In comes the wind to blow, but in brings that of a crow.
It squawks and mocks my lonely status,
So i move it from the lattice,
Shut the window, turn my chair, to stare at walls i wish were bare.
Engulfed with pictures here that of,
My friends, my life, my former love.
To know these things, I've come to hate,
My life, this hell, a horrid place.
Where every thing i knows diminished,
In this gaunt and ghastly life unfinished.
So against my will, I stay to live,
So all my life I seem to give.
Snapping, Cracking sounds occur,
My life's end was thought as sure.
While nights of longing death occur,
To tell me that my futures sure.
Quickly I stand and look around,
My shadow cast upon the ground.
By that dim flicker of candle light,
That only shines in here at night.
No sign or kind of stirring was-
present so I gently cuss.
No mirror to reflect my cold and withered image,
My life and I, we had our scrimmage.
So here I stay to stare at walls,
Filled with times I met my falls.
Tears Stopped their flow many a years ago,
And how to cry I do not know.
So there I sit forever more,
To rot straight down to my core.
Not caring what happens next,
For I will leave my love to rest |
