As they look into my bloodshot eyes,
I'm talking of the passersby.
All they see is a another loser,
for they think I'm just a user.
They la bled me throughout my life,
because they chose to believe a lie.
They don't know that my life is hell,
for last time i took a shot i fell.
I have lost all hope inside,
Last time I took a shot, was 'cause Jared died.
My parents fight, it never ends,
that is why I'm high again.
My boyfriend dumped me the other day,
for his faith in me did stray.
I got suspend yesterday,
Because i beat his new girl away.
So when onlookers gaze at me,
they do not see the hell i see.
So instead of going and slitting my wrist,
I went in the back and took a hit |
