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Its Not Normal
written by ieatsmellysocks12:23 AM 12/26/04I need to clear my head
I need to forget my pain
Because if I do not do something
Im going to go completely insane
What im doing isn’t really living
And this miserable house is just not home
Even when im surrounded by people
I still feel so invisible and alone
This time I don’t see a way out
I don’t know what to do
Just give me a couple hours
And I’ll get back to you
Im surrounded by pictures of people that hurt me
Why cant I forget and just move on
Whats happened is in the past
Everyone seems to have gone
You wave your hand in front of my face
To see if im still alive
But the truth is soon im not gonna be
I just cant survive
People think its normal
When they see me cry
They think its just part of my personality
They don’t care that I want to die
I turn up the music louder
It doesn’t work so I plug my ears
No matter what I cant escape it now
My cheeks are stained with tears
My arms are bruised and bloody
And everywhere I look I see your face
I cant forget what happened
Its one of those things I just cannot erase
Well im breaking down
Im giving up
Ive been through so much
And you don’t give a fuck
My teachers don’t understand me
My classmates call me a gothic whore
I cant explain the scars on my arms
And I don’t want to do anything anymore
They all think its normal
They think its part of my personality
They think I do it for attention
But they don’t know shit about me |
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*sigh*
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| » Comments / Feedback | by The_sad_girl (12-26-2004 - 12:27 AM)
| Wow......that's really good, actully it's not good, it's great |
by forgotten-suicide (12-26-2004 - 12:28 AM)
| My god well said! sounds like me though, have we met? LOL. well I am sorry people don't understand you, good luck onm that. |
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