Here comes the hand,
Right across my face,
Once again in the wrong place,
A place that I cant escape.
What did I do to get here with him?
What did I ever do to you,
For you to put me through,
All of this bullshit?
You've insulted me,
Harassed me,
And Attacked me.
As a child you dumb prick!
You wonder why I locked myself within this shell,
You put my whole family through hell.
Told me you'd have my mom killed,
By someone for 100 bucks.
What the fuck?
My mother is worth more than you EVER needed!
And I'd love have seen it when you got on your knees and pleaded.
If I was her, I wouldnt have took you back.
I'd leave you with my wedding ring and a smack.
I hate that my brothers still stay with you,
Arent kids supposed to play?
Not out in a fucking barn during winter,
Shoveling horse shit, leaving their hands splintered.
You're so heartless, and I hate it.
What has anyone ever done to you?
I hope you burn in hell,
And I hope that your soul is tortured to no end,
And you see every fucking moment you spent,
Shoving us around,
Running our self esteem into the ground.
And you still have the guts to wave,
You act like everything is alright,
Like I still give a fuck about you.
I hope you do think that,
And I hope you know somehow I still miss you.
Everytime I sit here and diss you,
Tears come to my eyes because I MISS YOU!
At heart, you'll always be my dad...
Even though that never made me glad before..
But, I guess since you were there for 11 years,
It's worth all of my tears.
Worth all of the pain,
Worth going insane.
Come with me, take a walk down memory lane.
Walk through my realm of black rain,
Look deep inside of me and feel my pain,
Know that you will always remain,
Embedded within my Memory Lane. |
