» Poem: QUIT REMINDING ME |
QUIT REMINDING ME
written by ieatsmellysocks05:30 PM 12/27/04I tried to forget
But then on our so called Christmas day
You just had to remind me
You always seem to find a way
Ive pushed those memories
Out of my troubled mind
But then you had to dig deeper
To find what i finally forgot over time
I knew that if i didnt forget
I would go insane
So i tried hard to forget it all
Tried to hide my unbearable pain
You hint to me
You want it back
But its your fault
You gave it up for boyfriends and crack
You gave it up
And so did I
I'm not going to try and fabricate it
I know im not like you i wont lie
Im always sent to the guidance counsellors office
They say i need a therapist
Because im always freaking out
If i dont get to cut my wrist
I dont know if i should be sorry
For you or maybe for me
I dont know what to do
Because it cant be like it used to be
Does it hurt you to see me different
To see me in so much pain
Please give it up stop reminding me
It will never be the same
I will not try to pretend
I will not fucking try
I wont make it look better
And i simply wont lie
Please give it up
Things will never be how they used to be
Let me forget
PLEASE QUIT REMINDING ME |
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Damn it all i tried so hard and then they have to go and ruin it!what a great christmas present!Anyway please comment [ View ieatsmellysocks's Profile ] [ Go to the Poetry Portal ] This Poem has been viewed 362 times
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» Comments / Feedback | by 4got_to_4get (12-27-2004 - 05:39 PM)
it's really good. keep up the good work and sorry about whoever reminded you. |
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