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Mouth like sewage
written by Trapezium08:19 PM 12/27/04I know I've made mistakes.
Those that cannot be changed,
But when you throw it in my face,
It feels so damn strange.
I don't feel it on my skin.
The pain just blows inside.
Without you bringing the memories back,
Don't think I would have cried.
Every night I've thought of things,
I wish I'd never done.
Every Tom and Jim I hear,
Leaves me begging for the gun.
I know it's all my fault,
But everyone makes mistakes don't they?
Please don't remind me anymore,
And please just go away.
I know you are her best freind,
But why inflict so much pain?
Everything I've built up to say,
Has now gone down the drain.
I know I shouldn't blame you,
But the fault is yours so I should,
So many things I wish I'd have done.
If I could turn back time I would.
That's not possible though!
Can't you understand a bit?
If times could change,
I wouldn't have caused this shit,
But times wont change,
So stop thinking I'm so wrong,
I never forced her to do anything,
I loved her all along.
You can't see the truth at all,
And it pains me to hear your lies.
If I knew I would've caused this much pain,
I'd be up there in the skies.
No I couldn't have done that either.
She would've pained over my death.
So what the fuck should I have done?
Tell me before I lose my breath!
It's not my fault I'm hated so much,
But why did you magnify the damage?
Why did you make me cry like that,
You've got a mouth like sewage. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Yeah, I cried over your shitty little words. you'll never understand how much she means to me, though. just stop fucking intervening with your poison and let me live a life without having my mistakes thrown in my face! Don't you remember times I talked to you, I thought you realised how worried I was. I thought you realised how much I care. Guess I thought wrong. Instead of taking the facts, you chose your opinion. All you remembered was how hurt she was when she dumped me. It's not my fault it's a big deal when I get a freind, it's not my fault that freind was a girl. Doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl though! I like them both! Next time you've got something to say to or about me, please get some facts. It hurts so fucking much to have your face rammed in the mud of your mistakes. You know what pain feels like, so why the fuck did you have to inflict it on me, without even having a fucking reason.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by melons (12-28-2004 - 12:12 AM)
| omg did that slapper dump you memba im still you friend gd poem |
by (anonymous) (12-28-2004 - 09:09 PM)
| *slow clapping echoes* well Sandy, an incredible performance, one might say. One might also say that this is just another excuse for the public's one-sided vote. I'm not throwing your face in it, I'm telling you how it is. Notice how nearly every poem you write is dedicated to another different girl. Doesn't this say a lot? My mouth isn't sewage, dear Watson, it's clear. Just because you don't want to hear it as it is, doesn't mean it's wrong. You did hurt her. And she knows/feels that you never did love her towards the end, and definately not now. *~*Your dear friend, the girl with a Mouth like Sewage.*~* |
by Trapezium (12-29-2004 - 06:35 PM)
| I don't need votes, It's a poem, not an election pamphlet. I don't need excuses m'dear. If I wanted a vote I'd come right out and ask for one. This is merely a poem telling my side of the story.
The phrase "Telling it like it is" signifies that what you're saying is all true. I'll just take this moment to inform you that it isn't, and your facts are merely biassed, opinionated, and wrong.
Oooh yes, I do notice how it's to a different grl all of the time. 6 weeks has to be a lot of girls then, aye? Oh dear, all of the "lovey-dovey" poems are for Fee, one of them was for Hol because she's in hospital. One was for you, for obvious reasons and the ones about Sarah, well that's just because I hate her. Not really a wide range there, I see.
Your clarity see not through clear skies. How can you speak "clear" words, when they are misguided and wrong?
I know I hurt her, I've never even denied that fact. Why exactly is it you keep bringing this up, then?
No one but I, knows how I feel. You don't, my shrinks don't, Lucy doesn't, Fee doesn't, my freinds dont, and least of all, you don't. |
by (anonymous) (12-29-2004 - 06:39 PM)
| But why do you have to hurt people? Is this a compulsive desire? No-one understands anyone else, the whole world is a fucked up mess. I never try to understand people who don't even want help, i.e. you. You're biased as well y'know, telling me I'm wrong is an opinion of yours. I suppose really it's down to Lucy to decide how she feels, and felt. Simply honoured to have a poem about me, I'll just join the list of girls. Wooonderful. |
by Trapezium (12-29-2004 - 07:54 PM)
| "No matter what you do, at least one person gets hurt." I try my hardest not to hurt people! It just happens! Why speak about my lack of wanting help? I want help, I'm just scared of getting it "Man has a fear of doing nothing, yet man's fear of accomplishing their goal is even greater. Men are imperfect beings..." Of course I'm biassed! Everyone is! My "opinion" can be backed up. I don't beleive yours can. Oh, and what's this with your obsession with me and the girls? I prefer guys! |
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