it's the end of the year
new, new years resolutions
to make, and never go through with.
a new year, new pain,
yet to come.
2004 is over, 2005 is about to begin...
I'm not ready for it,
I'm not ready for today, or tomorrow.
a new year, another year,
to bring more pain...
pain has been there a lot,
it visits me often.
I wish I knew what's to come,
but there's no way of knowing....
help me through this....
putting all of this year pain behind me,
and preparing myself,
for whatever's to come,
feels like lifting a ton off my shoulders,
and putting more tons on,
just waiting, anticipating,
my fate, my pain, a new year
2005. |
