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THERE IS NO TOMORROW FOR NOBODIES
written by ieatsmellysocks03:58 PM 1/1/05Bruises on my ribs
Scars on my little arm
Some one them were his
But some of them were self harm
Im falling now
I cant escape
I wish i could hide
From abuse and rape
I was once a little angel
But you pushed me out of the sky
Now im nothing anymore
I just want to die
When i was good
You ignored me
When i was bad
You left me alone to be in misery
I know,i know,im nothing,im nobody,i just want to be somebody i want that somebody to be anybody else
I know im not alone
Lots of others are in pain
Its enough to make you puke
You feel like you may go insane
You lied to me
You cried to me
You ripped out my heart
You laughed as my whole life fell apart
I know that im not good
And i'll never escape this pain
Abuse me,use me,rape me
I know its all the same
When i was good you looked away when i was bad you hit me what do i do now that im nothing
Ive broken every mirror
I own 3 black cats im not into superstition
I know its all just bad luck
Abuse,rape,kill me,crucifixion
I know that im not saying
Anything you want to hear
I just want to say goodbye
Because my death is near
Dear Friends i left behind,
Did you ever think about me?Did you forget all those memories?If i ran into you would you know?You ripped up the photos didnt you?I know i said i'd come back,but i never knew things would get this bad.If youve never been abused,you might not understand.I hope you havent.Its horrible.
From and i wish i wasnt,
Hex
All the letters i tore
All the paper i wasted
All the band aids i needed
All the blood i tasted
I tried to get help
But i realized it was no use
Im tired of living this awful lie
Im tired of the abuse...
I take some paper
I write with blood of my own
Constantly looking over my shoulder
Even though im all alone
Dear friends and family
Im sorry im nothing.Im sorry i failed you dad thats why i had to kill myself im nothing im nobody i cant live after what happened i wish i could have been someone and not nobody...Dont shed any tears for me i dont deserve it.I couldnt take it i needed to get away.
There is no one to help me now
Ive got no reason to live
i need help
Im going crazy
ALL I WANT IS TO GET AWAY
Use me,abuse me i'll pretend im something else
Kill me
Im sorry
I know im nothing
Im nobody
I wont ever be anything
I need help
Im tired of crying myself to sleep
DEATH IS ON ITS WAY IM ON MY WAY DOWN COME WITH ME COME PLEASE KEEP ME COMPANY
Lets die like theres no tomorrow because THERE ISNT not for you not for me because after whats happened,we are nobody |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Very long poem,huh?IS IT CRAP?Does it make you want to kill me?I know i do.Please COMMENT
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| » Comments / Feedback | by sarah10087 (1-1-2005 - 04:01 PM)
by ieatsmellysocks (1-1-2005 - 04:02 PM)
by devils angel 13 (1-1-2005 - 04:51 PM)
| well. yes it was long, but if that really does happen the way out isnt to die. trust me, my friends have been through it all, and i lost one like this. but if it isnt happening to you... |
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