I don’t want to be here,
But I don’t have a choice,
I can’t start over,
I’ll still hear your voice,
I can’t stop the thoughts,
Thoughts of you,
And thoughts of me,
Together,
We thought forever.
But I haven’t seen you in ever lasting time,
A deep void is now holding me,
Tight,
I feel the embrace,
But I can still feel your embrace,
The embrace you had was tight, caring, and I felt safe,
Safe in your arms,
But It is now replaced by the void,
The embrace is different,
It’s tighter, unknowing, and cold.
I want you here,
I want to feel your arms around me,
But I know,
Know you’re gone,
And I know I won’t feel you tonight,
It’s not right.
The surroundings are not right,
It’s warm, cloudy, and the flowers are in bloom,
The night we’ll meet again,
Will be like the night we said goodbye,
It was dark, cold, and the ground was covered in a light snow.
Things don’t make sense,
But they don’t have to,
So I will hope,
And hope,
I’ll see you again.
But I know I won’t see you tonight,
It isn’t right,
So I’ll be waiting,
Waiting for that cold, dark, night,
When the streets haven’t been plowed,
And I’ll see you,
And once again I’ll feel your embrace,
And I’ll be released from the void I am in,
And I’ll be there,
There with you,
Until that end comes. |
