Dear J,
I can't continue this anymore, my heart has endured too much pain, I'm sorry. My eyes have cried too many times throughout my life, and the pain still has not subsided, don't worry about me, I'll be fine, I'll be with my dad, my wish is finally coming true, my dad is waiting for me. I'm holding many colorful pills in my hand, and I know this will all end soon, my pain, my life, will soon be over. I'm sorry I could never really say goodbye, but tonight is my last night here, and I don't want you to try and stop me. I tried to get over this, but nothing seems to work, and I'm better off, 6 feet under. I'm sorry, I don't mean to break your heart, but I can't stay here, I'm sorry J, I can't be here with you any longer, my heart has been brokrn too many times, and I don't think it's going to get better. I'm sorry J. I hope you understand. Goodbye.
Always, A |
