I can't do this on my own,
I'm not on my own,
I have someone inside of me,
But i don't trust it,
Is it a she?
Is it a he?
I don't know,
All i know is,
It's a part of me,
A part of me i hate,
We are brought together by fate,
To make even more sadness,
I'm delirious this is madness,
I am two people in the body of one,
One i am a knife,
Two i am a gun,
Told this hell today,
Now it just wont go away,
I clutch my soul,
Which one is my soul?
Who is the real me,
I am so blind i cannot see,
I feel angry,
Then i feel happy,
I feel good,
Then i feel crappy,
Now i know why,
This explains so much,
Can i die,
I'll be out of touch,
It's not what i want,
I need to be alive,
I need to strive,
But who is I?
The person i am now?
Or the person that will come soon somehow? |