I sit here,
Trying to mend this tear,
This tear you left in my heart,
and you just left me haning there,
With no way to get out,
just left in the dark,
in all this doubt.
Where the hell did you go?
Why the hell did you leave?
All I can do, is cry no and no and no!!
I need you back,
I need you,
Why can't you just come back??
Do you not understand what a tear in my heart will do?
It will break me,
It will only leave me to be,
To be nothing,
There are too many tears and breaks in my heart,
For you to leave another,
Some are even from you,
because this wasn't the first time,
you left me here,
with this very fear.
I let myself fall into this lie,
and now I have no way of getting out,
no way of healing this doubt,
no way to get myself back to the light,
no way to get you back,
To hold me tight tonight.
Oh, I need you here,
I need you bad,
These words are meant in anger,
I hate you right now,
Just leave me alone,
I don't want to be known,
no,
not to you,
Because you have now split this tear in two.
Where the hell did you go?
I am stil sitting here on this cold stone floor.
I am still trying to mend these tears,
these tears that I have left,
left from all the battles,
from all the battles I have lost.
I fight and fight
and still I cannot win,
I need you here,
but you betrayed me,
and now I have nothing left to be,
Go away,
Dont come back,
Now I shall never be ok... |
