Where has my life gone?
Where have my thoughts disappeared to?
Why can't I see myself the way others do?
Why do I push myself so hard?
Why can't I just accept myself for who I am?
Why can't I just accept the fact that I am stuck here?
Why am I wasting my life away?
Fading,
Fading so fast,
Tormenting myself to see the past,
Pushing myself to do the things I wish not to do,
But nothing works,
I can never see through this smoke.
And here I lay,
broken into a thousand peices,
Unable to pick myself back up,
unable to see anything,
I lay here fading away,
hoping everyone will be ok..
Hoping everyone will be ok,
Hoping everything will be ok...
As I fade away..
I am still, unable,
Unable once again,
To see the past,
And I continue to fade fast,
Watching my past just float away,
Hoping that someday everything will go back,
and everything will be the way it once was,
The way it was,
The way I was...
But the past is fading along with me,
And it is going fast,
Watch me as I fade,
Watch the past,
watch me fade away so fast,
Watch me..
Watch me..
Now I am gone,
Now forget me,
and move along. |
