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Wish It'd all Disappear
written by The-Angelic-Lerena02:43 AM 1/9/05Wish it'd all disappear
All this pain
All of this I wish to drain
All of this all of this can't be real
Imaginary yet it must burn
Can't trust anyone
Flames burning
Me mourning all of this within
Wonderng my meaning
Must these flames live inside a me
Living there living no where
How ironic for me to be brought here
Lost inside deep within these tears
Most not losing all that have come near
To let something bleed down inside...
To let something never heal....
Must I be so...harmed within...
Almost like nothing is but steel
Nothing moving nothing drowning
Can't live without it stopping
Can't live without it bleeding
Ironic it is I live here standing here today
Bleeding but not dying
Bleeding bleeding bleeding...but nothin draining...
Can't I see that light
Will I ever see to delight
Will I always flee from fear
Will I never lose all these pain
All I lose all I burned
I want to crash I want to burn
I want to cry I want to die
Let me go let me draw that blade
Held up to my throat I scream in agony
Blood dripping down
Blood surrounding me
Flooding me until I am no more
Flooding me until death
Than only to realize I can't
That blade shown to the ground
I still bleeding and screaming
Struggling for dear death
Can't I be noticed for once.....
Can't I be loved for once....
Can't I be shown that door to hell....
Never has that bad decided me now....
That bell never showing me the way out
Never it ringing never it stinging
Lost here today lost here within pain
Save me and save me from all that makes me sting
Please please, I can't live without you
I loved you so much and I still seem to long for you
Come back to me come back to me
Can't I feel you coming near
But you just seem like a mile away
Though you still remain so far from I
Let me heal those wounds
Let me remove all I loved
So I slit these wrists
So I see the fate I mean to have met
Don't think I shall not lose against thy
For as I am that target
Though I am still that lost
I pour all that I will regret
Later on later on
And now I look 5 years younger
Still screaming still bleeding
Yet still alone
Still burning to die
Wish it'd all disappear
So I could rest
So I could die
So I don't remain all that is imaginary
Come back come back
But you can't you can't!
Why not why not
I loved you and you just lost it
Can't you....come back....
Don't put me down like a sack
Fade from my memory
So I can die in peace
Rest without thinking
To be thoughtless
To be dead
Let it all disappear
I still remain here here here here...
Whispering....dying...screaming...bleeding...
Can't you come back
Can't you realize I loved you
For dear life please come to realize
I don't need you to be all my patronize |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
?_? It's a poem? I don't write happy ones! The best ones aren't happy...deal with it....
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