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Secret Messages In The Margins
written by ieatsmellysocks03:58 AM 1/10/05Nasty notes left on my locker
People spreading rumours about me
I never did anything to them
If only they could see
My parents had no clue
That I threw away my lunch and sat alone
No one gave a damn
If I was hit with rocks while walking home
I jumped in front of cars
Many times I attempted suicide
No one would ever listen to me
It was easier if I just lied
Theres nothing left of me
My love has all run dry
I hate my fucking self
I wish that I could die
Theres nothing I can say
I know I cant explain
I don’t want to live any longer
And just ignore this pain
Scribbled messages on my homework
Asking for the teachers help
Just marked my papers and dismissed the thought
That I may want to kill myself
There must be something more
Beyond this pain
Something great
I just cant explain
Secret messages to teachers
Showed I was wounded inside
They just thought it was a joke
They never thought I would commit suicide
Now cut your skin
And don’t dare scream
You self harm when
Life seems like a horrible dream
I cannot find a way out this time/no,im fucking not ok/this is my most vulnerable moment/im gonna kill myself today |
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