Epicardiums Psychedelic Euphoria
No one can see past this face,
If they did it wouldn’t matter anyways,
They only see what they want to see,
They cannot see the real somebody…
Trapped inside, in the darkness in my own mind,
They do not hear the desperate plea,
To set me free, and make me feel alive,
They do not hear what I whisper,
They do not know what I mean,
Nothing left of what I was once,
A fading silhouette, a dying dream..
I’m disappearing day by day,
And no way to come back,
I’m dying with no way to die…
Crying, and dying in an unearthly grave,
No feeling no healing nothing left of the love we made,
Bleeding and repeating all the patterns of the past,
Tearing, swearing on ancient memories that won’t last.
Shedding away the tears, torn up inside and consumed by my fears,
And through and through in the water's reflection,
I see the evil and corruption deep down inside of you.
Locked away, every trace of life in me,
Never going to give it all away,
I had so much to give now it’s nearly depleted,
I’m so uncompleted, I competed for your heart.
Everything I believed in, every feeling that I had,
Was thrown right out the door, and left on the porch,
The storm has weathered this fragile heart,
And petrified it permanently,
It’s a transition I’ve grown to love, because I know nothing else.
A heart that is cold as stone, and hard as a rock.
No feelings to cloud my mind, or to drag me down,
Straining, blaming myself for all this pain,
No remedy, no sanctuary to heal me from this game.
Agonizing, and hypnotizing myself to make me forget,
Torment, and Resentment all to everything you said,
Shedding away the tears, torn up inside and consumed by my fears,
And through and through in the water's reflection,
I see the evil and corruption deep down inside of you.
I’m so trapped, and I don’t have a key
Locked inside of myself with no way to be set free,
This is my vault of reminiscent memories,
Always bringing me down, No matter how hard I try
Or what I do, in the end it always brings me back to you.
I can’t forget this pain, when I’m so alone,
You were the closest thing that I ever had to me.
But they all walked away, abandoned me and left me to die.
I’ve been fortified, to protect myself from another lie
I’ve been murdered, you can’t kill me I feel no kind of life
I live day by day, with nothing to say,
No dreams to dream, no way to die,
No wishes to wish, no desire to live by
No blood to bleed, to drain the pain
No life to live, a pointless game.
I cannot love myself misery and agony linger here
No love for myself makes no love for anyone else... |
