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The girl I always wanted to be
written by XpaperdollX02:34 AM 1/12/05What I always wanted to be,
Someone that’s not me,
Take a look in the mirror,
A distorted image,
Of a little girl who was something,
She grows up to be nothing,
An insignificant to the world,
Blood pours from her finger tips,
Lick my wounds will you?
Please forgive me,
For the nothing I have become,
Take my sins,
Take them all away,
Singing in to corner to myself,
Closing my eyes,
Envisioning a place that isn’t here,
Someplace far away,
Be something I always wanted to be,
Perfect little me,
Daddy is still around,
He never did what he did,
Mommy is happy,
Taking care of what they created,
A lie,
A world,
A place,
My dream,
Perfect me,
Accomplish all my dreams,
Where they tell me they love me,
They are so proud,
So many friends,
All are true,
To me,
Find a guy,
A place where I don’t like girls to,
Fall in love,
Get married,
Have kids of my own,
Give them a perfect life,
Never hearing arguments,
Never crying myself to sleep,
Cutting the shame and guilt away,
No need for it here,
This is the person the girl I always wanted to be,
A girl full of lies. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by liddle xxx punk (1-13-2005 - 02:53 AM)
| This poem is great...It reminds me alot of myself...I love it...
Brit |
by trulybroken57 (1-13-2005 - 03:42 AM)
| i really like this, itz really good |
by lost_cause (1-13-2005 - 09:07 PM)
| I like it... I can relate to it... |
by DarkHuntress (1-14-2005 - 06:04 PM)
| um its good i think we can all relate to be the perfect girl everyone will accept. to have a fake smile now and then. it was good |
by madolivamakoot (1-16-2005 - 05:05 PM)
| its really good i feel the same way a lot |
by slipped42 (1-16-2005 - 11:52 PM)
| with this kinda poem relations is a garuntee and i think everyone can appreciate that
i did . |
by angerblindedheart (1-18-2005 - 02:29 AM)
| this is so much like me, its scary, but then again i am a scary pereson. your writing is awesome, keep it up! -----Kay----- |
by shadowlightning87 (1-19-2005 - 01:07 AM)
| yeah it's really deep. Not to be real religious or w/e, but maybe you could find the love you are looking for in God, he loves you and wants you for the awsome person youv become. |
by !.:Retro:.! (1-19-2005 - 05:44 PM)
by brokensoul (1-20-2005 - 12:26 AM)
| i agree with liddle xxx punk except im hannah not brit |
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