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» Poem: .........Sadistic Silent Screams.......
.........Sadistic Silent Screams.......
written by Schmall
02:53 AM 1/12/05
Sadistic Silent Screams (the reversal)

So oppressed bound by their chains
Of conformity and pain, captivated my innocence, your genocide
Criticism is where it lies, The source of every compromise
Holding me back, shooting me down
Waving my wishes by a thread
In front of my face and above my head
The pendulum of madness and agony
It’s purpose is to torment me,
Showing what I’m missing out on indefinitely,
No chances have been given to me, no rest for my broken spirit
To let me set out and be who I want to be, get away from the sorrow and be freed
But there’s always something in the way
And it’s always you and I’m ending it today
It’s time that you taste the flavor of your lies,
It’s time someone destroyed your mind,
It’s time that someone took everything away,
It’s time someone killed your heart…


Dragging me down, into the ground,
And leaving me nowhere,
Trying to run away you’re forcing me to stay,
Left your desires behind now it’s time to fulfill mine,
Now I’ll be who I want to be, see what I want to see,
Live my life the way I want,
Instead of your credentials, I have my own dreams
Stop pointing the finger at me
Pay attention to the ones pointing back at you, (the other three)
So take me away from all of this anger, bitterness, and fear,
It’s all been lost trust has been betrayed,
The mistakes have already been made,
It’s time that you taste the flavor of your lies,
It’s time someone destroyed your mind,
It’s time that someone took everything away,
It’s time someone killed your heart…


You say that you love me, and it’s for the best then why do you constrict,
Trap, bind, and blind me from all that I ever wanted?
You say I’m wrong but I’ve identified the fallacies
I’ve had enough, of your deceit,
I’ve had enough of you keeping me from rising to my feet,
I’m sick of all those times that you kept me here inside,
Your paranoia is a game, a security blanket for yourself,
I won’t be your bargaining chip
20 years from now will you see how you destroyed my heart?
20 years from now will you understand why I wanted to be so far apart?
In trying to be close to me, you only pushed us away,
You’re too possessive and insecure,
Too dramatic and immature,
It’s time that you taste the flavor of your lies,
It’s time someone destroyed your mind,
It’s time that someone took everything away,
It’s time someone killed your heart…


My life is not your storybook so don’t taint it with your ink,
I’m sick of you trying to influence me with the way you think,
This is not your tale to tell
Stop all of the oppression and mind games that you play,
My future does not depend on you, it all lies with me,
So stop the madness and set us free.
You say I’m not responsible, I can’t without a chance,
You refuse to let me try so that you can keep the upper hand.
You’re afraid that I will succeed, leave and have happiness,
Surpass yourself and cause you to go into bitterness,
It’s time that you taste the flavor of your lies,
It’s time someone destroyed your mind,
It’s time that someone took everything away,
It’s time someone killed your heart…


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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
An expressive description of teens and adults feeling trapped.

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» Comments / Feedback
by (anonymous) (1-21-2005 - 05:16 AM)
wow its crazy how much i can relate to all your words! amazing i must say! ! !

by (anonymous) (1-21-2005 - 05:17 AM)
wow its crazy how much i can relate to all your words! amazing i must say! ! !

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