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..Recusant to the Raiment’s of Emotions.
written by Schmall03:08 AM 1/12/05Recusant to the Raiment’s of Emotions.
Pandemonium inside my head, a maelstrom of chaos,
Tumult deep down inside of me…
As you relinquish your feelings and unfold your story...
I occlude everything you say,
A self defense to protect the epicardium of my heart.
Fold my wings cover my empty shell.
A masquerade all of my own, A two faced man,
A fake with no comply. Obrumbrate the life with knives...
She is succulent yes it’s true.
But one who would be far too precious to you.
You want to say yes. But you mask it with an excuse
You are incredulous that this isn't true.
Why would you tell her "I love you"
It's only 3 words without a mean, only to those who have never seen.
The bittersweet taste of the fruit that is born from it,
It’s a lesion that always remains on the last of the desquamate layers of the heart.
A promise I will never make, "don’t betray me, don’t' vanish before my eyes"
How can I not when you are full of lies?
A raiment merely for your heart, to cover the evil that slumbers inside.
A fallen angel, a feather's fallacy
Drop’s of blood echo from my voice.
My heart is torn, ripped to shreds;
My spirit is broken reduced to grains of sand.
Degenerate my flesh, diminish my soul.
Fade away like dust in the wind.
No foundation of hope to lift me up
No one to make me smile!
No light to shine through the veil of shadow over my eyes.
Discerp the feelings scatter them in my pool of tears.
Hide forever and lock away the fears.
Dead inside no feeling or trace that I’m left alive…
Hidden in the shadows of the night huddled into a corner of despair,
A vapid spirit lost in the dysphorical lies of my own doing,
A lethargic who is all alone,
Once forsaken, and never again known. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
A boys internal desideratum and his own internal debate.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by maledeth (1-13-2005 - 09:13 PM)
| What in the fuck?!?!/ And I thought my poems were complex. I love the work, stranger...completely fucking love it! |
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