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My Tunnel
written by ieatsmellysocks12:54 AM 1/23/05Its cigarette littered entrance almost blocked by snow
The graffited tunnel,through it i used to go
I see old friends,but if i wave they'll kick my ass
Fragments of a beer bottle meet my face,i hear shattered glass
My pride destroyed by an empty bottle of beer
Sick of being nothing,sick of living in fear
I dont need this now i am already depressed
Suffering from such abuse,living a life so messed
Why would anyone want to make me feel this way
Ive been nice to them,ignored them,they wont go away
Forbidden tears streak my red face
Just a burnt out star in space
Words cannot desrcibe the immense pain i feel
My cuts will turn to scars but i'll never really heal
I take it out on my arm to prove that im in pain
But everyone who knows just thinks im insane
I cannot think of a good poem anyway
My ideas all used up from writing everyday
But it doesnt have to be perfekt it just has to be true
Just as true as the hatred that i feel for you
I can be mean,I know that im not the perfekt girl
All i am is a loner thats angry at the world
The gloomy grey clouds rolling in the sky blue
Its a lonely day,ive nothing to do
Im not trying to be a poet i know im pretty bad
Im just writing this piece of crap cause im sad
And if you all hate it then i'll know why
Its quite boring reading about people wanting to die
Well it is how i feel and how many others do
It doesnt have to be perfekt but right now its true
Im on a different path now,seemed to have lost my way home
Life has become a nightmare,and i walk alone
Theres no light at the end of the tunnel
Its unfortunately blocked by snow
This tunnel was my little home
Now ive nowhere to go
Words cannot desrcibe the immense pain i feel
My cuts will turn to scars but i'll never really heal
I take it out on my arm to prove that im in pain
But everyone who knows just thinks im insane
This is how i feel and how many others do
It doesnt have to be perfekt but right now its true
Im on a different path now,seemed to have lost my way home
Life has become a nightmare,and i walk alone |
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*sigh* I know its crap comment if you want
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